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Progress is not a quick thing when recovering from Late-Stage Lyme. As much as you may want to find a pill that you can take to quickly fix it all, that’s just not the way it works. My recovery journey has certainly taught me about patience. Sometimes it feels like I have made very little progress, until I think back to how I was two years ago, or even one year ago. There are a lot more smiles on my face nowadays.

Lately, my recovery has been more visible than it has in years. For example, last week at Jogo CrossFit Bellingham, I was able to run intervals with a 35 pound sandbag on my back. Being able to run alone is a HUGE improvement in my health. I was really surprised to have my body respond, I hesitate to say it, but, normally to such a workout. I took two days to rest afterwards and then just yesterday I was able to go to my kettlebell lifting class. The increase in my body’s ability to tolerate exercise has improved significantly. I still have to be really careful, and can’t do extended cardio and certainly can’t do any sort of max effort; but the amount of activity that I am now capable of would be a dream come true for many Lyme patients and I am not taking that for granted.

Another striking sign of recovery has been my ability to socialize more regularly. As many chronic illness warriors know, socializing when you have underlying pain, discomfort, or fatigue, is a real challenge and can be draining. Yesterday, I was able to visit with friends all day! By the end of the day, I was exhausted, and I’m still recovering a bit today, but the improvement is remarkable. Just two years ago, it was too difficult for me to even breath well enough or think clearly enough to hold a long conversation. Wow. It’s crazy to think about. I was pushing through a lot of stuff to try to live a “normal” life.

Sure, I still have bad days or weeks where I am spending more time in bed or on the couch, not exercising or socializing. That’s just the cha-cha of treatment and recovery. As I get better, the intensity of my treatment goes up and sometimes it catches up to me. There will be hard days. That’s okay. I am encouraged by the improvement that I have seen over the past few months and look forward to more health as time goes on. The average treatment duration for Late-Stage Lyme patients is between 3 to 5 years depending on the severity of the infection. I likely have 3 more years of treatment that will at some point begin to decrease in intensity. The cost of treatment is still a heavy burden. I drained my 401K last week to continue to pay for treatment. That was my last option, but one that I’m glad I was able to take advantage of. That amount of money won’t last me for the next 3 years of treatment, so I will be creating an indiegogo campaign soon with a short video that I will share with you in about a month or so. Stay tuned!

I am celebrating my continued improvement and evolution through this illness. Feeling grateful and hopeful. Much love to you all!


The Truth About Diet

Guess what?! If you have chronic illness like Lyme, there is absolutely no need to follow a restricted diet.

SIKE! For any readers not familiar with that lovely term from the 90’s, “sike” means JUST KIDDING! Wouldn’t it be wonderful to not have to regulate the food we eat at all? Eat as much cheese, french fries, and ice cream as we could handle and not pay a price? Alas, that is just not the way the world works. The Universe is sometimes a very trying place where the things that we crave are actually not healthy for our bodies at all. WHHHYYYYY??!!! *crying and waiving fists at the sky*

Well, I’ll never figure out the nature of the Universe, but I certainly HAVE figured out (over and over and over again) that I must follow a restricted diet to thrive with infection. I am certain that is the case for many chronic illness sufferers and although sometimes I know you just want to say FORGET IT, you must dedicate yourself to the cause of recovery. Taking pills is not enough. Your food must also be medicine.

As clever as you are, you may have guessed that this blog post has been inspired by a week of me saying FORGET IT. It was wonderful throwing all of my diet restrictions out the door (okay, well not ALL of them; I remained gluten-free) and digging in on some gluten-free pumpkin pie, buttery gluten-free chex mix, greasy bubbly potatoes au gratin, pork, pork, and more pork. My taste buds and dopamine centers in my brain threw a serious party. But the rest of my body revolted. The price I paid for my taste bud party is as follows: brain fog; fatigue, joint pain; feeling of suffocating- can’t get enough oxygen, easily winded; sore, cramping, tired, slow-firing, and oxygen-deprived muscles; a feeling like my blood is literally thicker; poor circulation; and formation of sore, burning, stinging, what looks like blood blisters on  my toes.

Over the past two years, I have tested my “theory” that diet restrictions make a big difference in my recovery, by eating poorly and then paying the price. Sure, there are times when my body is doing pretty well and I can tolerate more falling off of the wagon; but I will always feel better if I follow a restricted diet. After reading the symptom list above that is worsened by poor food choices, it seems that eliminating problem foods would be simple.

Why is it so hard for us to restrict our diets?

There are lots of reasons why diet restriction is difficult. Here are 3 important ones:

  • Addiction: This is the biggest one. We have become literally addicted to certain foods, especially high carbohydrate (high sugar) foods. According to a recent study published in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition on June 26, 2013, the parts of the brain that regulate food cravings are the same parts of the brain responsible for substance abuse. We all know how difficult it is for folks with substance abuse problems to break bad habits. When you are struggling to maintain your diet, have some mercy with yourself, but also use your spirit to overcome your insistent brain. This is what I struggle with the most. There are days where I crave ONLY things that cause my symptoms to flare. It is a constant struggle, but I am not giving up.
  • Isolation: Following a restricted diet can lead to feelings of isolation. You may feel like a weirdo. You can no longer go have drinks with friends or go to whatever restaurant you chose. Even at home with family; you will have to eat different foods than everyone else. Just remember that although they may sometimes tease you about your diet or try to persuade you to eat a burrito “just this once”; the reality is, your friends and family want you to be well. So, be strong in your convictions and find other ways to spend time together. Have tea at happy hour. If you are confident in your decisions, everyone else will be also.
  • Convenience: Healthy food is not always convenient. Burgers and fries are convenient. Eating what everyone else is eating is convenient. Making your own food and planning ahead for vacations is not convenient. This is true. But, let’s ask ourselves, how many truly wonderful things in life are quick and convenient? It’s going to take some effort. We can do this!

Well, what SHOULD I eat?

There is no one perfect diet for everyone. To really learn what works for your particular body and your particular illness, you must do some trial-and-error. You can start with an elimination diet and eliminate all things that you suspect give you trouble for a minimum of two weeks. Then, slowly add those things back and take note of what changes in your body.

To really learn what YOU should and shouldn’t eat, you must first learn how to really connect with and listen to your body. Sometimes my body gives me small cues about food, like a slight increase in muscle pain or sinus congestion. Other times, the cues are loud and clear in the form of swollen blistered feet. If needed, utilize a food journal and make note of what you eat and the symptoms that follow.

Where should I start?

If you are just now starting to explore a restricted diet, keep in mind that starting slow will be your best approach. Quitting foods that you are likely addicted to cold-turkey doesn’t work for many. Slowly eliminate different foods over the course of weeks to months.

Spend some time researching different diets that sound like they may work for your body. Personally, I do best with eating mostly vegetables and lean meat or fish. No dairy, no sugar, no alcohol, no gluten, no soy, and very limited grains (quinoa, rice, and sprouted mung beans only). I also do best with a low-fat diet. The reason for this is not clear, but based on the research of Dr. Stephen Fry on Protomyxzoa Rheumatica, it is likely because this infection grows 100x faster in the presence of fat. Since I am active, I do need some fat, but it’s a fine balance.

Can I not WILL my body to accept food?

I have no doubt that our mental state can affect the physical state of our bodies. It’s true that if you completely flip out over the fact that you accidentally just ingested a small morsel of gluten, you will definitely phsyically suffer. If you, however, calmly accept that you ate something you shouldn’t have, but that it’s okay; you will likely not suffer consequences as severe. The connection between the mind and body is real. I think changing your attitude about food can change your bodies tolerance of some foods. HOWEVER, that doesn’t mean that I can decide to tell my body that it’s okay that I am eating a pound of fried mozerella sticks with no harm done. There is a balance that you must strike. Sorry. It’s true.

Is it okay to cheat?

The amount that you can stray from your diet is dependent upon you. Are you someone who falls hard off the wagon and stays off for a while? Or can you put one foot off for a moment and then get right back on? I tend to fall off for brief periods, but when I fall, I fall HARD and may find myself eating an entire bag of potato chips without blinking. I am learning about myself and how I can set myself up to succeed more often.

Sometimes, I will have a month where my inflammation is minimal and I can indulge in some gluten-free treats now and then. Other times, I must be very strict and cling tight to that wagon. Learn your own habits and the severity of your own symptoms. Only you will know what is “worth-it” or not. Be honest with yourself.

Use Friends for encouragement

Just like overcoming substance abuse, overcoming food addictions can be difficult. If possible, find a friend that wants to dedicate themselves to a better diet and support each other. Celebrate your success together!

I, for one, will be on the painful road of withdrawal over the next month as I slowly get back to a more restricted diet. Follow me on Facebook here and tell me about your tricks and tips for sticking with a restricted diet. Love to all!


Johnny Rash and the Burning Ring of Fire

Okay, well, it’s not actually a ring. It’s more like a rash all over my entire body. I have developed a lovely rash from head to toe. It is exactly the same as the rash I got immediately after my initial tick bite in 2004. It is also accompanied by the same symptoms as when I initially got bit: constant post-nasal drip; sinus pressure, fatigue, increase in joint-stiffness and pain, overall flu-like feeling. I feel like I am 22 again! Don’t I look it?Image


So, you may be like me and are asking, WTF?! What is the deal with this rash? I would love to talk to somebody who got infected with Lyme Disease in Northern Italy (where I was infected) and ask them about their symptoms and their treatment experiences. Since there are tons of strains of the Lyme bacteria, it may be that the handsome Italian version behaves a bit differently than what we have here in the US of A. So, if you know anyone in Italy who has gotten Lyme there (and went initially untreated), please send them to my blog or email.

Anyways, I have a few theories about WHY this rash is happening:

1) I started a new treatment cycle on Monday that involves the addition of Oregano Oil to destroy biofilm and expose bacteria (more on that amazing herb later) and added the intense antibiotic, Clindamycin. Perhaps I am finally destroying enough biofilm that the little buggers are actually exposed to my immune system and antibiotics and this rash and accompanying symptoms are a herxheimer reaction, which would be a GOOD thing.

2) The rash and associated symptoms are caused by thriving infection (Lyme or various co-infections). That would be, obviously, a bad thing.

3) I am having an allergic reaction to Clindamycin. Also, bad thing.

4) The combination of the treatment I did with Dr. Smith as well as upping my antibiotics has finally really packed a huge punch to the bugs and it’s a herx. Good thing.

5) I have some sort of crazy other virus or infection unrelated to Lyme. Bad thing.

Basically, you can drive yourself crazy trying to figure out exactly what the heck is going on sometimes when you have Late-Stage Lyme Disease. I’m sure all of my fellow Lymies know what I mean. It is generally a futile effort. So, last night I decided to spend minimal time trying to actually figure this damn thing out and just laugh about it. (Well, and of course, I emailed and called my doctor).

My friend Nikki started texted me song lyrics with the word rash replacing the actual words. It was super corny, but I like corny jokes, so I laughed a lot. Laughter is an important part of recovery. My two favorites:

“Like a rash (Virgin). Scratched for the very first time!”

“I like red rash and I cannot lie, you other brothers can’t deny, when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist and a red rash in yo face…”

I know, I am lucky to have such a good friend. Feel free to create your own rash jokes in the comments below. Hang in there, Lymies! Laugh about it when you can. 🙂 Much love, Lyndsey


New Lyme Treatment?


I am currently sitting in an apartment in beautiful Coeur d’Alene, Idaho eating fresh eggs that the neighbor brought to me with shredded brussel sprouts. I am here investigating a new Lyme treatment with potential. I have had the best couple of days that I have had in a long while. I am feeling more hopeful than ever that I will recover 100% from Late-Stage Lyme. It won’t be tomorrow or maybe not even in the next year or two, but it’s going to happen. I am well on my way. That has not always been an easy thing for me to say, because it’s scary. What if I say that I am going to recover and I don’t? Well, something I have learned recently is that it’s best to go directly towards things that scare you. Simply let go and believe. I needed to let go and believe to make this trip to Idaho.

A couple of months ago, a friend of mine recommended that I go see Dr. Tony Smith, a chiropracter in Coeur d’Alene that does energy and magnetic therapy for Lyme patients. His treatment is called Lymestop. The goal of the treatment is to guide your own immune system to find the stealthy bacteria and eliminate the bacteria naturally. It sounded like a bunch of BS to me. I have a masters degree in science (Geology) and have led my life believing only what I read in peer-reviewed journals. I certainly could not find any information on magnetic therapy or energy medicine for Lyme treatment published in what I would consider to be legitimate journals. So, I dismissed my friend’s suggestion to go see this man in Idaho and continued taking 85 pills a day and giving myself a shot in the leg.

Then, it occurred to me that the current treatment that I am on, long-term antibiotic therapy, has not been proven to work in any peer-reviewed journal either, and it most definitely IS working. Over the past year, I learned to listen to listen to my body in detail. I started to think about things that I had noticed through my experience with Lyme for which there was no scientific explanation. For example, when I am having a flare in the pain in my facial nerve, if I use my cell phone on that side of my head, the pain gets worse. This seems “crazy” and I have no explanation. Sometimes you have to listen to your body and know that what you experience is more true for you than what you may be able to read in a peer-reviewed journal.

This is when my thought process about different methods of healing shifted a bit. I still believe that the scientific method is the best way to keep the general public safe. But, sometimes there are things that are helpful to people that we cannot explain. We know this to be true, because we use the placebo effect as a valid method in all double-blind studies. This means we acknowledge that there are some folks who, when given placebo drugs, recover from ailments the same as those given actual drugs. I am not saying that the success this doctor in Idaho has had is based on the placebo effect, but I am saying that there are things that are operating in our bodies that we have not put into textbooks.

I started looking at renting a car to drive to Idaho. Then, I talked to two separate people randomly who said they had friends who had taken their children to see Dr. Smith in Idaho for intense food allergies and that their children were cured. It still seemed entirely too mystical to me to make the decision to go, but I was certainly more intrigued. I emailed with Dr. Smith a couple of times and each time I got the feeling that he knew what he was doing and really did see results with his work. So, I looked into the cost of Lymestop treatment. When I realized that the cost to be treated by Dr. Smith for six appointments over the course of three days was less than one month of my current treatment, it made sense to go.

I booked a studio apartment on, rented a car, and made the long drive to Coeur d’Alene. I had mixed emotions. I was excited to make a solo road trip and to visit beautiful Idaho, but I was skeptical as well. Before I left, I got an email from David and Shing, the people I rented the apartment from on David said that he would save some dinner for me for my arrival since they live next door. Their hospitality set the tone for my entire trip.

rocky in car

I took off in the rental car on Monday. I smiled and laughed at how awesome it was to drive a car that could actually accelerate, had working AC, and had a working radio. I currently don’t own a car of my own since I sold my nice Subaru Outback a couple of years ago to pay for Lyme treatment and the one my partner graciously lets me drive is, um, we’ll say, tired. The drive was gorgeous and mostly uneventful aside from 90’s rap personal dance parties courtesy of XM radio. I arrived in Coeur d’Alene at about 7:30 pm and was greeted by a smiling David. He gave me a tour of the basement apartment and it was exactly what I needed. He had turned all of the lights on for me and had Hawaiian slack key slide guitar music playing on the radio. The music was timely since I recently lost my friend Kevin, who was my ukulele teacher. It was a beautiful reminder and made me feel at home. He had dinner for me in the fridge that his partner, Shing, had made. Gluten-free stir fry! It was perfect.

The next day, Shing brought me a kale smoothie that was one of the best I have ever had. She also brought fresh eggs from her friend’s chickens. If you decide to go to Idaho, look them up on The apartment is on Elm street. You will not be disappointed.

The next day I began treatment with Dr. Smith. He uses a method of muscle testing to diagnose various infections. For you science types out there, you will not find evidence that muscle testing works in the literature. But, based on what happened next for me, I know there is legitimacy to what Dr. Smith does. The only information I gave him was that I tested positive for Lyme. I said nothing else about my other co-infections for which I tested positive for or where most of my nerve pain is. He proceeded to find ALL of my co-infections using his method as well as all of the areas where I have the most pain without me saying a single word. I cannot explain to you how he could have done this. So, that’s when I decided to fully let go. Let go and allow whatever healing was going to happen to happen regardless of explanation.

The treatment involves Dr. Smith identifying where the infection is seeded, and then guiding your own immune system there using magnetic therapy. Sounds crazy, and I suppose it is depending on your definition of crazy. But, the man has a FULL 3-inch binder of heart-felt testimonials written by patients in his waiting room. Testimonials that I could feel were real when I read them. Dr. Smith (and other patients that I talked to) said that if the treatment is effective, I will go through a period of feeling worse on and off for about 6 weeks and then should start to feel markedly better after about 3 months. The first two days, I felt great. Today, I am feeling pretty rough. Really tired, nauseous, sore muscles, nerve pain, etc.

I have no idea what to expect and I am going to let go of expectations and take each day as it comes. I will certainly keep you updated on my progress in case you feel that going to see Dr. Smith might be something you want to do in the future. If you have questions about the process, I encourage you to email him. He responds quickly and has helpful answers. I believe that there are some people who are healers and Dr. Smith is one of those people.

l’ll leave you with some photos I took yesterday while hiking around and spending time on the lake. It was a really wonderful experience. Let me know if you have questions or comments. Have you had success with alternative medicine that has not been proven? Did you struggle with skepticism?

As always, much love! ~Lyndsey

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