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My journey through Lyme Disease- Healing my body and mind.

Progress

on January 26, 2014

Progress is not a quick thing when recovering from Late-Stage Lyme. As much as you may want to find a pill that you can take to quickly fix it all, that’s just not the way it works. My recovery journey has certainly taught me about patience. Sometimes it feels like I have made very little progress, until I think back to how I was two years ago, or even one year ago. There are a lot more smiles on my face nowadays.

Lately, my recovery has been more visible than it has in years. For example, last week at Jogo CrossFit Bellingham, I was able to run intervals with a 35 pound sandbag on my back. Being able to run alone is a HUGE improvement in my health. I was really surprised to have my body respond, I hesitate to say it, but, normally to such a workout. I took two days to rest afterwards and then just yesterday I was able to go to my kettlebell lifting class. The increase in my body’s ability to tolerate exercise has improved significantly. I still have to be really careful, and can’t do extended cardio and certainly can’t do any sort of max effort; but the amount of activity that I am now capable of would be a dream come true for many Lyme patients and I am not taking that for granted.

Another striking sign of recovery has been my ability to socialize more regularly. As many chronic illness warriors know, socializing when you have underlying pain, discomfort, or fatigue, is a real challenge and can be draining. Yesterday, I was able to visit with friends all day! By the end of the day, I was exhausted, and I’m still recovering a bit today, but the improvement is remarkable. Just two years ago, it was too difficult for me to even breath well enough or think clearly enough to hold a long conversation. Wow. It’s crazy to think about. I was pushing through a lot of stuff to try to live a “normal” life.

Sure, I still have bad days or weeks where I am spending more time in bed or on the couch, not exercising or socializing. That’s just the cha-cha of treatment and recovery. As I get better, the intensity of my treatment goes up and sometimes it catches up to me. There will be hard days. That’s okay. I am encouraged by the improvement that I have seen over the past few months and look forward to more health as time goes on. The average treatment duration for Late-Stage Lyme patients is between 3 to 5 years depending on the severity of the infection. I likely have 3 more years of treatment that will at some point begin to decrease in intensity. The cost of treatment is still a heavy burden. I drained my 401K last week to continue to pay for treatment. That was my last option, but one that I’m glad I was able to take advantage of. That amount of money won’t last me for the next 3 years of treatment, so I will be creating an indiegogo campaign soon with a short video that I will share with you in about a month or so. Stay tuned!

I am celebrating my continued improvement and evolution through this illness. Feeling grateful and hopeful. Much love to you all!


9 responses to “Progress

  1. So happy to hear about your improvements! Thats great about socializing and working out!

  2. Tammy says:

    So proud of you as my daughter and a fellow human being on a journey

  3. Lori says:

    It’s so great to hear of your improvement, as it helps me stay positive that I one day, will return to exercising and Crossfit!

  4. jeanvieve7 says:

    yay! wonderful news

  5. I like the term of “cha-cha-cha of treatment and recovery”! I know that dance very well…

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